The state of mind where you don't feel any emotion, nor sad neither happy. The state of just being. Just breathing. Just surviving. Not knowing how past has affected you, how present makes you feel, what future will do to you. I find myself in that state quite often and the person I am, I hate being stuck with nothingness, I struggle climbing up the big void of emptiness with all the strength I have. Sometimes, I pause, stop fighting it. Let it take over me, and at that moment I feel the calm, the silence, the simplicity of life. This series of empty beds is the appreciation of that moment, the moment of calm.
